Im trying to be patient and to be STRONG to face it all .
I was think positive . But i just cant๐ im just a teen to face it for my life . My soul is breathing but my heart ? how ? and what happened ? its hurting me๐
Everyday i pray for bring my zest for my life . But i never found it . I dont how to do . My spirit for survive is gone . All is gone๐
all around me try to make my life happy and complete Also give support ๐ i thank to my mom , i thank to all my friends and my supporters . Ohh Allah , please hear my pray and my tear :'(
I walk and look around . I was to shock but trying to understand the situation but i not easy for me to bring up my ZEST . I stay strong ALONE without someone because i know to having someone its just trouble and spinning . Go to Hell who people shit and ignore . move on and just walk , walk , walk and walk . That why i wish i can wreak who people shit!
I belief "WHAT IS THE FAT" i never forgive who someone to make my life HURT๐
HOPE that MIRACLE ๐
create something wonder
Monday, 11 April 2016
Saturday, 20 February 2016
My Story With Them : English For Academic :)
time english , belajar shortstory laa
. then teacher asked to all of
students 4 ums , okey guys ? okay
what is the purpose of all students
romeo? kami pun try laa , semua
jerit tidak tentu hala , ohmyyy ~
sasa : caring miss !
miss : no (sambil geleng kepala)
zyma : miss ! love story ,
miss : no
ila : miss , romance / romen .
miss : what ? terkejut
nowra : astghaa ila , romen tu lain .
romen tu maksiat yang pegang-2 tu
cium-2
ila : eaka ? ( stupid question )
# semua ketawa ..
miss : romeo tu fall in love easy ,
10 July 2013 at 12:08 · Friends
. then teacher asked to all of
students 4 ums , okey guys ? okay
what is the purpose of all students
romeo? kami pun try laa , semua
jerit tidak tentu hala , ohmyyy ~
sasa : caring miss !
miss : no (sambil geleng kepala)
zyma : miss ! love story ,
miss : no
ila : miss , romance / romen .
miss : what ? terkejut
nowra : astghaa ila , romen tu lain .
romen tu maksiat yang pegang-2 tu
cium-2
ila : eaka ? ( stupid question )
# semua ketawa ..
miss : romeo tu fall in love easy ,
10 July 2013 at 12:08 · Friends
Wednesday, 17 February 2016
someone stranger
Dear Stranger,
she is go to somewhere i don't know where. without anything news. i miss Her so much :'(
awak membuatkan saya kagum dengan cara dan penampilan awak. even we are never know each other but awak membuatkan sayaa terinspirasi. kita kenal hanya di alam maya sahaja. saya selalu baca post status awak and komen2 lucu awak yang lama. saya suka imbas kenangan awak. saya selalu stalker tanpa pengetahuan awak. sekarang awak daa tak macam dulu selalu post status lucu awak tapi sekarang awak macam hilang. tak daa status lucu awak, status happy awak, status manja awak dan status gila2 awak. Di mana kah awak sebenarnya ? sayaa seperti kehilangan semangat. awak adalah semangat saya dan sekarang nii please come back. kembalikan kecerian sayaa dan dunia saya yang dulu. saya selalu tercabar dengan awak dan perasaan cemburu tuu memang selalu dalam diri saya. entahlah kenapa maybe u hebat kot dari sayaa :) Di mana kah awak sekarang ? tolong kembalikan semua semangat saya :'(
I miss Her :'( terlalu banyak istimewahnya diri awak sehinggakan mampu membawa semangat saya sekalii. hmmm i hope u fine :) i wan u know HOW MUCH I miss u. love u dear someone STRANGER :)
By NURUL SAKILA AB HAJAN :)
she is go to somewhere i don't know where. without anything news. i miss Her so much :'(
awak membuatkan saya kagum dengan cara dan penampilan awak. even we are never know each other but awak membuatkan sayaa terinspirasi. kita kenal hanya di alam maya sahaja. saya selalu baca post status awak and komen2 lucu awak yang lama. saya suka imbas kenangan awak. saya selalu stalker tanpa pengetahuan awak. sekarang awak daa tak macam dulu selalu post status lucu awak tapi sekarang awak macam hilang. tak daa status lucu awak, status happy awak, status manja awak dan status gila2 awak. Di mana kah awak sebenarnya ? sayaa seperti kehilangan semangat. awak adalah semangat saya dan sekarang nii please come back. kembalikan kecerian sayaa dan dunia saya yang dulu. saya selalu tercabar dengan awak dan perasaan cemburu tuu memang selalu dalam diri saya. entahlah kenapa maybe u hebat kot dari sayaa :) Di mana kah awak sekarang ? tolong kembalikan semua semangat saya :'(
I miss Her :'( terlalu banyak istimewahnya diri awak sehinggakan mampu membawa semangat saya sekalii. hmmm i hope u fine :) i wan u know HOW MUCH I miss u. love u dear someone STRANGER :)
By NURUL SAKILA AB HAJAN :)
Tuesday, 16 February 2016
Love ALLAH, Love RASULLULLAH!
hye! God is never wrong in giving the sustenance and do ur BEST at any moment that u have! We can succeed if we learn from mistakes XOXOX ! i always believe Allah is never wrong in giving something we do not like and do not thing but u must believe Everything is for Allah! don't give up stay strong and be patient!
#Cheer up! xoxo :*
Allahuakbhar ! If u ask me about Allah im answer be everything for Allah :) chosen one . always be there InsyaAllah . when u lost don't forget Allah. Him always be with us u must believe that! and OUR BELOVED PROPERTY Muhammad him is mankind and so patient. Muhammad ya rasullullah . we must proud of him and proud to be MUSLIM because have PROPERT like him. The CHOSEN ONE :)
#Cheer up! xoxo :*
Allahuakbhar ! If u ask me about Allah im answer be everything for Allah :) chosen one . always be there InsyaAllah . when u lost don't forget Allah. Him always be with us u must believe that! and OUR BELOVED PROPERTY Muhammad him is mankind and so patient. Muhammad ya rasullullah . we must proud of him and proud to be MUSLIM because have PROPERT like him. The CHOSEN ONE :)
Im As be Writers !
Haii Assalammualaikumm im nurul sakila ab hajan! When I've decided to tell
these things about me..
This is just like an introduction..
The external one.. Woot woot! ^,^
'cause come on.. It's like i'm
twisting the memories.. Chapter by
chapter.. Haha.. Got to do the
explicable syntax in sentences..
Then, you know, sometimes you'll be
in that brag 'n' snobbish role..
Maybe? When you're thinking n
describing yourself..
Which the way that I wanna prevail..
That behaviour will brings a lot of
calamities..!
The zodiac of "LIBRA" define me well..
I've that endeavour intense trait in
over taking my fears..
On this, it's a sake for my own! I'm
not entertainin' to any trivial
things..
Well, there's a side in myself that
totally unexplicably when it comes
to the "chuffed" mode! xD
Most of my leisure times, I used for
listening to the MUSIC! *_* haha..
My confession is I'm among of the
huge fans of country songs..
Yeah! On this, there's no doubt! It's
a vital gaze actually..
Country songs shows the softer side
of myself honestly!
Taylor Swift is my best reputable
singer ever in this genre!
While for my hero.. Zain Malik
na man.. Singer That
complexion, makes me melting!
Haha.. This Singer brings a lot of
memories in U.S.A California .. Kinda
weirdo mood!
But, obviously.. I also can't restrain
myself for listening to the rock songs
by Simple Plan, Boys Like Girls
Greenday n etc. Maybe a lil' bit of
the Beat box.
Besides, I have that monstrous
obsession n grasping that
engrossing in food, martial arts,
singing, dancing n yuppy! last but
not least, Fashion! xD
My fantastico family especially my
parents are my inspirations n source
of strength in daily life!
Alhamdulillah..~
I like to join to any of the
adventurous and i like travel! love so much! for information im a traveler XOXO Aiming for IT! Yeah! ~,~
Love mucho in collecting various of
Quote 'n' inspiring words.. THAT'S
ME! ;D
At the end.., vocabularies, musics n
fashions will burst out!
Fact!
Last Seen 10 Sept 2006
these things about me..
This is just like an introduction..
The external one.. Woot woot! ^,^
'cause come on.. It's like i'm
twisting the memories.. Chapter by
chapter.. Haha.. Got to do the
explicable syntax in sentences..
Then, you know, sometimes you'll be
in that brag 'n' snobbish role..
Maybe? When you're thinking n
describing yourself..
Which the way that I wanna prevail..
That behaviour will brings a lot of
calamities..!
The zodiac of "LIBRA" define me well..
I've that endeavour intense trait in
over taking my fears..
On this, it's a sake for my own! I'm
not entertainin' to any trivial
things..
Well, there's a side in myself that
totally unexplicably when it comes
to the "chuffed" mode! xD
Most of my leisure times, I used for
listening to the MUSIC! *_* haha..
My confession is I'm among of the
huge fans of country songs..
Yeah! On this, there's no doubt! It's
a vital gaze actually..
Country songs shows the softer side
of myself honestly!
Taylor Swift is my best reputable
singer ever in this genre!
While for my hero.. Zain Malik
na man.. Singer That
complexion, makes me melting!
Haha.. This Singer brings a lot of
memories in U.S.A California .. Kinda
weirdo mood!
But, obviously.. I also can't restrain
myself for listening to the rock songs
by Simple Plan, Boys Like Girls
Greenday n etc. Maybe a lil' bit of
the Beat box.
Besides, I have that monstrous
obsession n grasping that
engrossing in food, martial arts,
singing, dancing n yuppy! last but
not least, Fashion! xD
My fantastico family especially my
parents are my inspirations n source
of strength in daily life!
Alhamdulillah..~
I like to join to any of the
adventurous and i like travel! love so much! for information im a traveler XOXO Aiming for IT! Yeah! ~,~
Love mucho in collecting various of
Quote 'n' inspiring words.. THAT'S
ME! ;D
At the end.., vocabularies, musics n
fashions will burst out!
Fact!
Last Seen 10 Sept 2006
Monday, 15 February 2016
Hati
harii nii terasa diri sangat tidak bererti . aku tak tau kenapa kau menjauh. dan aku sedaya upaya mempertahankan tapi kau sepertinya tidak melihat apa2 dalam diri nii. hidup di tempat orang memberikan ak banyak pengalaman dan pengajaran . sangat susah nak di ungkapkan . tapi semuaa masih dalam keadaan baik even ada orang tuu tak sukaa kitaa. hmpp sebenarnyaa apa salah sayaa ? hmmpp kenapa Hatii nii rasa macam terkilan. rasa nak larii larii semua orang. makin aku menjauh makin ramai yang datang mendekat. sayaa selalu rasaa terkesan. sayaa tahu selama nii sayaa bercakap sendiri tapi saya tahu Allah selalu dengar dan malaikat selalu rakamkan :) Yaa Allah permudahkan segalanyaa :) aku mohon :)
aku sendiri lagii
bukan saja2 kitaa kenal, Allah lebih tahu . byk perkenalan ajar aku sesuatu sama ada sakit , gembira dan sedih. semualah watak yg di bawa berbeza2. ada hikmah semuanya :)
aku menangis utk yg sekian kali . duniaku yang sunyi . mcm biasa aku selalu bersendirian tanpa teman :)
tapi harii nii terasaa mcm lain pulak mcm rasa kehilangan , rasa rinduu mcm nak nanges jaa :'( terasa hatii nii kosong . melalui penderitaan ini sendiri bukan laa mudah . perlu ada kesabaran dan ketabahan dalam diri . sayaa tak sesekali menyesalinya . sayaa redhaa :) Just because she has had a lover
now, it does not mean we cannot
be the last port of her love. Be
patient and be sure of God’s will and Sometimes people keep loving the
one-side love. Are they stupid? Of
course not, in fact they are sure
one day their love will be
rewarded. So be patient. even kita tak jumpa pun sayaa redhaa Distance is not problem when I
see you on my dreams . im gonna miss u my beloved :*
By Nurul Sakila Ab Hajan
aku menangis utk yg sekian kali . duniaku yang sunyi . mcm biasa aku selalu bersendirian tanpa teman :)
tapi harii nii terasaa mcm lain pulak mcm rasa kehilangan , rasa rinduu mcm nak nanges jaa :'( terasa hatii nii kosong . melalui penderitaan ini sendiri bukan laa mudah . perlu ada kesabaran dan ketabahan dalam diri . sayaa tak sesekali menyesalinya . sayaa redhaa :) Just because she has had a lover
now, it does not mean we cannot
be the last port of her love. Be
patient and be sure of God’s will and Sometimes people keep loving the
one-side love. Are they stupid? Of
course not, in fact they are sure
one day their love will be
rewarded. So be patient. even kita tak jumpa pun sayaa redhaa Distance is not problem when I
see you on my dreams . im gonna miss u my beloved :*
By Nurul Sakila Ab Hajan
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